Shooting star seen by Cloud on Tuesday, December 4, 2007
3 more days and she'll be back...
spent the day working...
6.45am - 7pm...
yet there is no such a thing known as pay to me...
i feel tat days now are nothing more than life in prison, wake up, work, home, slp...
it's very routined, disciplined, and zero-tolerance for protests...
if i have a choice, i will choose to fight back, get my rights, and do wad i wan...
however, born in this family, many things are beyond my reach...
blames are always on me, and i'm wrong even when i'm not doing anything...
then it gets on my mum's nerves when i'm unhappy bout it, pushing all the blame to my gal, saying she's a bad influence...
yet as a chinese, she doesnt understand the phrase: "冰冻三尺，非一日之寒."...
my attitude partly do come from my gal, as she made me understand wad i actually wan in my life...
but the main problem is how my family actually treats me... i'm not someone who can tolerate everything they throw at me, i have my aims, my wishes, my wants...
therefore, if it takes a very drastic act to make them realise that i'm a goody-goody man, but NOT a pushover! dun put the blame on me when it's not my god-damn bloody fault!
it's... a pretty rough holiday ahead...
R.I.P -> to goody-goody me
Welcome to hell -> to those who deserve hell!
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