Inspired by Bleach, this blog has the theme:"She's a shooting star...".
And thereafter, welcome to my blog!
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Last Update: 2nd November 2009
Welcome
Waiting is torturous, yet it can be beautiful.
Waiting allows reflection to be done, thoughts to be sorted out.
Waiting proves to you how much you have dedicated to one another.
Waiting gives you time to plan for the future.
Waiting hurts, yet it shows that you care even when you deny it.
Waiting never ends, unless you are really able to give it up.
So far i'm only 18 days into waiting. It's short, yet it's painful.
I used to tell myself that I'm capable of holding my heart to myself, and not to sink in too much. Yet when it really happened, it's too late for me to pull back. Maybe i'm stupid, maybe i'm dumb. BAKA~!
"Waiting breeds hope, hope breeds disappointment and disappointment breeds hurt."
Yet i hold on to the belief that my hope although disappoints me, fate will bring her back to me. Take it that I'm walking a long journey to prove my love, and that she's the only one in my life.
"Let it go and u will be free. You won't have to worry for me. You wont have to be hurt by me. You will move on to a new chapter of your life."
Others tell me... Why give up a forest for a tree? My reply used to be "You are right. Why?". Now my reply is "I've burnt my forest long time ago, just for this tree that gave me my life.". Even if this is a tree that has nothing, no flower, no leaves, no fruits, and just thorns, i'll hug onto it for my life. Prick me as it can, i'll rather suffer than to give it up.
You know that i'm persistent. You know i'm stubborn. You know that I wont get restricted by what you said. So let me be. 5 years of wait shall show to you the meaning of love, the one who really means what he say. Sugary words hide poison, beautiful words hide vile actions. The world is ugly, the world is complicated. However, i shall be your shadow knight. I shall hide in the shadows assisting you wherever i can. For this is my last promise to you before you left me.
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