Inspired by Bleach, this blog has the theme:"She's a shooting star...".
And thereafter, welcome to my blog!
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Last Update: 2nd November 2009
Welcome
it's been quite some time again... since i last blogged.
happy things happened, sad things happened, but i seem to but quite focused on the sad stuff.
it's gonna be half a year since i started waiting... still waiting, still gonna wait.
tot i was able to forget some stuff abt our relationship as time goes by... but bit by bit it jus seems to accumulate and come back to me like a tsunami. the overwhelming feel of being lost and abandoned.
lies... i hate them, yet i say them. guys are found to be saying more lies than gals. yet one common lie they share is "i'm fine"... saying "not ok" seems to make u seem more of a whiner... but today, i'm gonna say, "i'm not ok"... i seriously missed the days we shared, the times we had, the warm smile she always put on for me... it's all part of a puzzle tat pieces up something tat took up a big big part of my life.
even though everyone condemns the act, says stuff like she's not worth it, she's tat piece of puzzle in my life, and without it, my life will never be complete. i forgot how much tears i've given, how much laughter i've lost since she left. many many times i tried to forget, yet i cannot forget, nor give up when i look at the photos, the few little photos we had during the times.
the relationship went down the wrong path, and it became a split road. for me, it just dawned on me tat i've been walking a long time, alone, often turning back and trying to shout for her name, yet it only return as an echo, and nothing more.
how often have you looked back in your life and see how much you've lost throughout your life?
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